& I no longer see me in your eyes.
Yesterday's post was screwed, for some reason & I don't know why. Everyone's talking about the NYP Tammy. The video is disgusting. It's porn so yuh. I find it such a disgrace. ): RAH WHATEVERMy day sucked badly. Again, things just don't go the way I want them to. I'm getting tired of trying, tired of giving in. I hate Thursdays. English this morning was just plain reading the papers. Then we had Chinese. Just copied some Chinese sentence & done. Horrible, SS then. ):):): I was sitting right cornor of the class. I just read the textbook & did my own notes. Tsktsk, her teaching bores me, really. Maths was really short. Didn't really learn a lot. I hate having one period of Maths, argh. SS again, I did the Maths homework. I wrote '3 qns a day, keeps the failure a day.' in Sassy's Maths book. Hahah, but that's what we're supposed to do what. (She just called & that made me miss her more ): CRIES) Had recess then SS again. Continued with my Maths & went for English. Had stupid CT2. I swear I wrote crap. No connection to the title at al, I'm all prepared to fail luh. Had chem after that. Disappointment still got over me. I fucking got 1/15 for my Chem test. Ugh, I wonder what the fuck am I doing. UghWent for Chinese remedial after that. Did compo. Mr Sim's damn nice la. He allow us to write in english then next lesson he'll translate properly for us. Hahah, half my compo is in English. :D He's very funny. He gave four titles with same meaning. Retarded luh. :) Long John after that with Sassy! :D YAY SHE FINALLY TALKED THIS TIME ULCERS GONE. :] Took LRT back to Compass, met the Land. Home bitter home. :D There's tons of homework to go. Fuckadoodediiii. & my damn pen is running outta ink, I didn't know that. OH! (whatever glyn)
There's Chemistry & Literature test tmr. Fuck luh. >:(I'm starting to miss her when it's only the first day. I know I can't take it but ohwells, I should have just let my feelings out the other time when she told me about the chalet but stupidly I didn't. ): I regret not telling her how much I didn't want her to go. 'Cos I know for sure I won't be able to be there. There's fucking school tmr & there's a test. Even if Mom allows(which is uh 0.000000001% chances), won't I feel guilty for going out to play & not studying for the test? But somehow, I'm glad that we're nearer to each other. I feel like going down to see her tmr but no, I've gotta see Miss Teh about my artist work research. I want to see her. 'Cos I'm feeling paranoid. & I think Qiaos's question striked me. No, it's not that I don't trust her, I do. It's the people around her that I don't. But wait, who could be the other her? I hope none. We won't be talking tonight. Good thing is, I'm gonna sleep early tonight. Bad thing is, I'm gonna end up missing her voice a lot. >): Sigh I fucking hate the word chalet now. Talk to me about it & my facial expression would definitely change. Sigh I've been sighing since this morning & when someone asks, 'what happened?', it's always, 'nothing i'm okay'. I don't wanna repeat the same old thing. Tears keep appearing but I pull them back. I'm feeling tired now. I guess I should just finish up my work & say goodnight to the world.On a lighter note, Sharilyn has stop smoking. :D Cheers honey, congrats! & I talked to Joel Lin tdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. <3 Hahah he's so cute please. He asked me to do up his tagboard & I did for him already. He said he loves me lots! -glynis fly high! & he asked for my number! -flies higher & now, baby's so gonna kill him when she gets home on Saturday. Hahah. He said he'd text me on Saturday. :D:D:D I'm doing on my art research. I'll print it out, finish up my work & off to bed.
& quitely, tonight I pray that I'd still see me in your eyes. < /3
It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
<3,
7:20 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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